Hello everyone! Denise here!
Ornery Owl (Cie), the winner of the December Challenge Narcissus, won with her:
Cheeky History With Ornery Owl: Sympathy for Narcissus.
Her tagline: Greetings, Class. Fasten your seat belts! Professor Ornery Owl has a history lesson and a proposal for you.
As our judge, Nick Wilford said: "A bit of everything here. Poetry, a history lesson and great satire. Really fun read."
Today Cie is talking about learning to live with ADHD and so much more. So take it away, Cie!
WORKING WITH MY UNCONVENTIONAL BRAIN
I will be 57 years old on February 15 of this year and I am
still learning how to work with my unconventional brain. I only realized a few
years ago that I have ADHD, a condition that is still misunderstood these days
and was certainly misunderstood when I was a child if it was acknowledged at
all.
I’ve heard all my life how I do everything wrong. I’ve heard
that I’m lazy, flaky, spacy, selfish. I was branded borderline retarded when I
was in the sixth grade because of my difficulty performing a pattern
recognition I.Q. test. Through all these things the one thing I believed was
that I had a modicum of talent as a writer, but that too came into question
when I heard time and again how if I couldn’t write a cohesive novel, I wasn’t
a real writer.
The problem is my mind loves to form subplots. Try as I
might, I couldn’t stop it from doing so. Writing was no longer enjoyable when I
couldn’t let the subplots fly. I realized that I would either need to stop
writing or allow myself to write the way I wanted to, regardless of whether
anyone else liked it or not.
In the introduction to my still-unpublished novel, The
Wizard’s Key, I stated that the book could either be read as a novel or as a
series of interrelated stories. I recently learned that the term for such a
book is a fix-up novel. Thus, I write fix-up novels rather than novels with a
laser-focused plot. It’s similar to what the Tenth Doctor said about time.
Rather than being linear, it’s more like a bunch of wibbly wobbly timey wimey stuff.
In David Bowie’s video for the song Lazarus, David is
sitting at a desk attempting to write his thoughts on a long scroll of paper.
He realizes that he will never be able to get them all written down before it
is time for him to depart the world and he finds this distressing. I feel
similarly about all the stories in my head and the new ones forming every day.
If I lived for a thousand years, I’d probably never get them all written.
One of the things I started doing this year to become more
organized when it comes to creating stories for submission to anthologies or
other publications is to create a comprehensive quarterly list. I find
publications seeking stories at Literarium.com and arrange them in order of the
deadline date. If you’d like to download a copy of my first quarter list it is
available in PDF format from this link.
https://odysee.com/@naughtynetherworldpress:d/Publications-Seeking-Submissions-1st-Quarter-2022:7
Keep in mind that I only listed publications that I felt
would be a good fit for me. You’ll want to visit Literarium.com yourself.
For years I felt like I wasn’t a good writer because I
couldn't stick to word count guidelines like “you have to write at least 2000
words a day.” I generally average 500-1000 words a day on any story I’m
focusing on. One thing I’ve learned is that someone else’s guidelines may not
work for me and that’s fine.
My advice is don’t try to be someone else. I’ve spent a
lifetime learning that I can only be who I am and trying to accept myself as a
weird rhomboid peg that can never fit into a round hole no matter how hard I
try.
Ornery Owl
Visit Ornery Owl at her blog,
http://poetryofthenetherworld.blogspot.com/
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Thank you so much for your guest post, Cie. How about you, readers? How do you feel about your writing challenges? It has been said that readers can tell when you are not honest in your writing. Do you consider yourself honest, open, free?
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